Conversations with God

I was in the bus earlier today and I had a conversation with God. Yes, you can have conversations with God. I was watching a video where a girl was asked “what’s the biggest lesson you’ve learned?”

And after thinking about it for a couple of seconds, God clearly spoke to me. The biggest lesson I have ever learned is to never loose faith. To keep my faith in God.

I remember how my life was last year at this point. It was a mess. 2017 had just started and I lost my faith in God. I lost faith in myself. Since I didn’t receive what I had asked for (or I wasn’t patient enough to wait for it) I had decided to take a separate way from God. I decided I could do everything on my own, and provide for myself.

That decision led me to loads of mistakes and breakdowns, that I will never forget. It’s marked a before and after in my life. It made me suffer from anxiety and depression, and I placed myself in a very dark place.

I don’t really want to talk about what happened, but one mistake led to so many bad consequences that lasted for most part of 2017. One simple mistake.

What if I tell you that this year SAME THINGS are happening in the same order? I am facing some of the obstacles in the same way that happened last year. Scary, right? The difference is that now I put my faith in God. I trust God with all my heart. And it is amazing how i can see with my own eyes that God provides. It’s amazing how when I try to things on my own, I fail. When I let God take control, I see nothing but success.

At this present moment, my heart is truly fulfilled with joy. My heart is filled with love and faith. I am grateful. God’s power is made perfect in our weakness.

I let God take control of my life, and I can see how all these obstacles are being cut off by God. Obstacles that last year caused me to loose faith in myself. This year of all these obstacles are being fulfilled by God. He’s in control of them. And I have seen amazing results.

I was reading a book last night where the author wrote that We are meant to live a life filled with love and happiness. We are meant to be living our dreams and fulfil our deepest desires. Whatever it is that you’re meant to be, you’re meant to be it.

Whatever it is that you believe in, I beg you to keep your faith alive. Whatever you’re praying for. If you think you’re meant to have it, you will have it. It just requieres faith. Whatever you believe in: Jesus, the Universe, Allah… don’t loose faith. Once you loose faith, you loose yourself.

Stay blessed,

Aby xx